What's really been going on...
baby news 👶🏼❤️
just a note to say this post does mention miscarriage.
Gosh, where do I even start.
A big massive hint from the subtitle… I’m expecting a baby! 🥺 (hence the lack of Substacks over the past few months).
Despite sharing so much of myself online, it’s been interesting to notice my resistance with this. My instincts are telling me to cocoon a little and create a safe space, but it’s becoming increasingly harder with my bump growing steadily! Not only that, but to be mindful that this news can land in so many different ways for different people.
Before I dive into this, although a lot is changing for me, regular service will resume for now - and now I have more energy, I’m excited to get back to writing and sharing with you with all of my usual style of posts. Of-course alongside that the Monthly Journaling Club will continue. It’s been a lovely anchor in my month through the tiredness (and desire to only eat beige food), and a great way for me to organise some of my thoughts and anxieties - so thank you if you’ve joined recently, it’s really a tonic for me too!
The plan isn’t really to share much about motherhood or pregnancy here, but honestly it feels strange not to acknowledge it given it’s slowly becoming a big part of my life. I say it’s not the plan, but there might end up being the odd post. If you are interested in more pregnancy related content, I’ll be sharing more bits on Instagram and YouTube.